On a Sunday morning, I usually like to warm up the old brain cells with a crossword. Today, however, I have been given the opportunity by Mssr. Georges Skookumchuck to talk about myself. And although Aunty Christ is usually both reticent and modest, she can be prodded into sharing under the right circumstances.
And the circumstances are right, right now. Picture, if you will, Aunty sitting down with her laptop next to a soft thug dog who is worn out from swimming and eating pork ribs. In the distance (hark!) there is the soft thrum of work and homework that needs to be done, and closer in, if you listen very carefully, a tiny voice saying, “Procrastinate for as long as you can, Aunty.”
Georges’ list of 25 Relevant Questions:
1. Greatest peak experience/s? (That is to say a positive or ecstatic experience/s that fundamentally influenced your life.)
I can’t think of one wonderful experience that totally eclipses everything else. Instead, there are several. Literally climbing peaks in
The act of ditching and moving really is quite ecstatic, if you’ve never tried it. It frees up your damn brain, for a moment or two at least.
2. Nadir experience/s? (That is, a negative experience/s that fundamentally influenced your life.)
In junior high, the group of three girls that I had been friends with previously turned on me viciously, and, I think, without reason, although it’s quite possible that the reason was that I was a big dork. I’d like to be able to say that the experience made me more flexible, more open to new friendships in unexpected places, or less dorky. Unfortunately, the outcome was that I realized that most people suck, and that the less they suck all over me, the better.
3. Had any paranormal experiences?
4. Biggest irrational fear?
That people think poorly of me. Which of course isn’t irrational in the sense that, “What? How could people ever think poorly of me!” but more in the sense that worrying about what people think of me has never made people think better of me. Except perhaps when it comes to not farting in public.
5. Biggest completely reasonable fear?
6. Biggest irrational aversion? (This is not the same as your biggest irrational fear.)
I have a hard time forcing myself to eat things that I’ve tried and don’t dislike, but also don’t like enough to overcome being afraid of them for most of my life. Things that fall into this category include eggplant, mushrooms, and avocado.
7. What are your core metaphysical belief/s? (N.B. By metaphysical belief I mean any principle that you think is true and live your life by but cannot be empirically or scientifically proven to others who don't believe it.)
That doing good will result in good things coming into my life. That dogs have feelings. That logic rules.
8. What do you think is the ultimate fate of humanity?
Have you seen Idiocracy? That, except without the happy ending.
9. What do you believe will happen to you after you die?
I hope my body is cremated.
I hope whatever is left does not: (a) live on for eternity, (b) get its own planet, (c) come down to Earth on Xmas Eve to help some poor sap better appreciate his life.
I kind of assume that whatever happens to us after death is a less literal interpretation of reincarnation or afterlife. Elements are recycled into new growth. Energy bounces around the universe. That kind of thing. It sounds pretty dippy to say it, though.
10. Which do you trust more, science or religion?
Science. Hands down.
11. Favorite book (fiction or non-fiction) written between 2500 BCE and 1 BCE?
I like Euripides’ Medea, but really, I like all those Greek plays about women going crazy with grief. Oh, women. Can’t live with them, can’t cheat on them without them running off and killing your kids, eh?
Also, I should mention that I like the idea of Medea, but have only read a really poor, probably very truncated version of it.
12. Favorite book (fiction or non-fiction) written between 1 BCE and 1000 AD?
Oh, Georges, you’re killing me.
Off the top of my head, I will say that I remember enjoying some of the apocryphal texts written about the boy Jesus, wherein he flies around and acts like a little scamp. But I think it had more to do with the shock value, and less to do with the actual writing.
Clearly, I need to read more old shit.
13. Favorite book (fiction or non-fiction) written between 1000 AD and 1800 AD? (There have been enough lists of favorite books that were composed mostly of things written between 1800 and the present so we'll skip that.)
Tristram Shandy sneaks in just before the cutoff, so I’ll say that. It’s one of the first modern novels, and the first, I think, post-modern novel. At the same time. It blows my freaking mind.
Plus, it’s about penises, and has a lot to say about obsessions, which is one of my own obsessions, oddly.
14. What is your philosophical grounding? (If this is the same as your metaphysical beliefs then give your core ethical principles.)
I think this is: Do no harm.
(Sounds pretty dippy to say it, though.)
15. What political opinion do you hold that is most inconsistent with your other political opinions?
My first reaction is that all of my opinions are consistent, since I find hypocrisy to be the worst personal failing a person can have.
I’m almost certainly wrong though. About my own beliefs being consistent, I mean. I’m probably just trying overly hard to justify them.
16. What makes a good person good?
Consistency. Sincerity. Kindness. Intelligence.
Intelligence seems kind of controversial, given the modern predilection to equate dumbness with baby-ness with pure-heartedness. I assume everyone reading this is smart, however, and won’t fall into that lazy-minded trap.
17. Aesthetically speaking which is more important, audience reception or creator satisfaction?
When I am the viewer, the former. When I am the creator, the latter.
Which is to say that everyone who participates in creation may gain something by the experience. But just because I enjoyed creating something hardly means that you, as the viewer, must or can learn something of equal value from it. This blog being a great example of something that gives me great pleasure but seems to have limited value to any audience.
18. Favorite painting/s? (If you can find pictures of them on line please post them on your pictures page. There is a website called artcyclopedia which has a huge amount of jpegs of great paintings.)
Well, there’s “The Sleeping Gypsy” by Henri Rousseau. There’s something about that lion, and the stiff, columnar form of the sleeping person. It’s dreamlike yet grounded.
As a kid, I loved this triptych of
Less well-known artists I like include Brit ex-pats Robert Bissell and Ben Whitehouse.
I lived down the hall from Ben in college, and let him jack off on my boobs once or twice. What we do for art, huh?
I do like his landscapes.
19. Favorite living hero/heroine?
There are people I like, and people I don’t like; people I’d be proud to know, and people I find repugnant. But to turn someone into a hero seems facile and thus wrong.
That said, I like Michelle Obama’s shoulders.
20. Favorite dead hero/heroine?
Keeping all of the above in mind, I will say Joe Orton. I’m working on a very important* project that uses his Edna Welthorpe letters as a guide and inspiration. And it’s an aim of mine to sex up many young Moroccan lads someday.
21. Most important goal/s in life?
Growing old gracefully. Keeping all my teeth.
22. Details or big picture? (I know both are important. What I want to know is your overall leaning and if you consider that leaning a strength or a weakness.)
Details. I am a Virgo, after all.
It’s a strength, when marketing oneself in the paralegal field. It’s a weakness, when paired with my obsessive nature, and thrown into the mix of a relationship where details may not be as important as other things like affection, devotion, and trust.
23. Depressive or anxious?
24. Pick a super power, you only get one.
I’ve always thought that having the ability to give anyone in the world a debilitating charlie horse would be truly diabolical. No one would ever suspect.
25. What would your diet look like if there were no physical or nutritional consequences?
Bacon and beer, baby.
I’m basing my answer on the assumption that “no physical consequences” includes feeling generally okay as well as not weighing 650 pounds. If it doesn’t, I’ll throw a little broccoli into the mix too.
No one is tagged. All in Facebook-world or blogger-world are free to answer, however.